Im back in blogspot..
Have been busying about SPM and my music life lately..Guess what?Im free at last!~
Okay..Let me have a brief blog about my life lately
Since July, i had been busying about my trial. Yeah, if u know me well, you should know that i barely studied..Luckily with my 'intelligence' i manage to survive. After trial, i had been working full time. That's the main reason i was absent for decades..Maybe centuaries~
Finally, SPM came to haunt me for the pass 4 weeks. Still manage to survive without studying. Frankly, SPM is a piece of cake. Or maybe in should say 9 pieces of cakes except BC or so called mandarin. The subject is an assassin. It takes a sniper rifle and shoot u from behind without you noticing. And one more thing that i won't understand for my entire life is why should we study those classic mandarin?Im not going back to the past where those barbarian chinese generals go chopping off each others head. Ok, Mandarin do gave me a stab from my back.
Will be going to KL on 22th of december to help my Bro in his hunting mission. I don't really know what is he going to hunt for but i believe that he will go for females for sure..=)
That's all for today. Blog will be updated more frequent. If not, do remind me..See you guys in my next post. And sorry to all my followers=)
Wednesday, December 15, 2010
Monday, October 11, 2010
This is love =)
True love is the foundation of integrity, honesty and worship between two individuals. Dearth of any of this pillar may perhaps lead to maladjustment in a relation. True love has prevailed over self-centeredness, egocentricity and bodily desires. It is a feeling of serenity and completeness that gives a reason to live not for one’s own self but for someone else.
True love seeks no condition or wish fulfillment. A person in true love learns to forfeit and not hunt for his own benefit. It is not about yearning to get married to your love but to watch him or her getting married to the person they love. It is entirely committed to the welfare of the other. True love cannot be experienced by each and everyone on this earth. All of us fall in love with a particular person in our life but very less could actually get united. But there is yet more lack of strong hearts in this world who can sacrifice their love with a beam on their face.
The world seems to be tired, upset, secluded and thwarted. A human soul could be utterly fatigued with the long-laden melancholy of life and the reason is the lack of love which is the major strength of human being to stay alive. Why should we want to live tomorrow? It is for the divine love that gives us a motive to breathe today. We want to live forever because of that love we are bestowed with by our loved ones. We want to be loved by him or her today, tomorrow and forever. We want to live because there is someone who loves us, someone we wish to see whenever we’ll open our eyes as well as love him or her back.
True love is all about loving someone just because they are themselves and not their actions and values. True love never asks for any amendment of your traits but accepts you as you are along with your positive and negative attributes. Being in true love is such a divine feeling where you will unsurprisingly lay down your own comfort for the safety and happiness of your love. True love doesn’t yearn for reciprocation from your love. It is a strength in itself that gives you selfless valor even at the weakest end of your life. True love is also termed as unconditional love which is a strong bond between lovers or spouses which is claimed to be at a much higher point than bodily desires. Some symptoms confirm that you are in True Love. A simple smile on your lover’s face will take you to ecstasy.
You are not bothered about anyone who is attracted to you; you’ll have only one yearning to rest in your lover’s arms, no matter how hard your day has gone but just a thought of your lover will bring an elated smile on your face, irrespective of all the flaws in your lover, they’ll seem to be the perfect human to you. True love is all about making sacrifices and giving yourself completely without any expectation. Finding and keeping love is not just a romantic idea; it is crucial for our survival. No human can continue to exist without love. It is the heart of a human body at the arrest of which one will be lost in the realm of isolation. A person will not expire if he is deprived of love but will live the life of a deceased.
Love is god’s most wondrous gift man has ever received. True love is not about spending some moments with your love, it’s not about lending an ear to what others say about both of you; it’s not about asking for the anything in return. True love happens when you feel that your life is miserable and meaningless with that person, when you feel distressed and lonely not because you miss your love but because you are worried whether your love is in need of you. True love is always getting involved in a physical attachment but experience an overwhelming feeling of pure bliss when the two of you will kiss. You will agree to give up everything without moaning just to see an everlasting smile on your lover’s face. You sense a feeling of joy with the thought of doing something for your love. When true love happens you will want to hold your love in your arms for all the eternity, your lips will be locked forever in your warm instances and you’ll wish that your time with your love never ends.
True love is not always about having a candle dinner at the weekend or exchanging the most expensive gifts with your love. It means much more than that. Love cannot be measured with materialistic chattels neither can it possessed by speaking romantic rhymes. Age, looks, social status, what others think about you two, all these societal issues doesn’t matter in True Love. It is an unconditional feeling that inspires, revives and even sometimes hurts. You don’t have reasons for loving, you just do. True Love is the soul’s recognition of it’s counter-point in another, when you will find that counter-point, all the knowledge that you were loaded with will seize to exist and you will only see that counter-point. The sometimes euphoric, sometimes agonizing bliss from heaven is known as True Love.
True love seeks no condition or wish fulfillment. A person in true love learns to forfeit and not hunt for his own benefit. It is not about yearning to get married to your love but to watch him or her getting married to the person they love. It is entirely committed to the welfare of the other. True love cannot be experienced by each and everyone on this earth. All of us fall in love with a particular person in our life but very less could actually get united. But there is yet more lack of strong hearts in this world who can sacrifice their love with a beam on their face.
The world seems to be tired, upset, secluded and thwarted. A human soul could be utterly fatigued with the long-laden melancholy of life and the reason is the lack of love which is the major strength of human being to stay alive. Why should we want to live tomorrow? It is for the divine love that gives us a motive to breathe today. We want to live forever because of that love we are bestowed with by our loved ones. We want to be loved by him or her today, tomorrow and forever. We want to live because there is someone who loves us, someone we wish to see whenever we’ll open our eyes as well as love him or her back.
True love is all about loving someone just because they are themselves and not their actions and values. True love never asks for any amendment of your traits but accepts you as you are along with your positive and negative attributes. Being in true love is such a divine feeling where you will unsurprisingly lay down your own comfort for the safety and happiness of your love. True love doesn’t yearn for reciprocation from your love. It is a strength in itself that gives you selfless valor even at the weakest end of your life. True love is also termed as unconditional love which is a strong bond between lovers or spouses which is claimed to be at a much higher point than bodily desires. Some symptoms confirm that you are in True Love. A simple smile on your lover’s face will take you to ecstasy.
You are not bothered about anyone who is attracted to you; you’ll have only one yearning to rest in your lover’s arms, no matter how hard your day has gone but just a thought of your lover will bring an elated smile on your face, irrespective of all the flaws in your lover, they’ll seem to be the perfect human to you. True love is all about making sacrifices and giving yourself completely without any expectation. Finding and keeping love is not just a romantic idea; it is crucial for our survival. No human can continue to exist without love. It is the heart of a human body at the arrest of which one will be lost in the realm of isolation. A person will not expire if he is deprived of love but will live the life of a deceased.
Love is god’s most wondrous gift man has ever received. True love is not about spending some moments with your love, it’s not about lending an ear to what others say about both of you; it’s not about asking for the anything in return. True love happens when you feel that your life is miserable and meaningless with that person, when you feel distressed and lonely not because you miss your love but because you are worried whether your love is in need of you. True love is always getting involved in a physical attachment but experience an overwhelming feeling of pure bliss when the two of you will kiss. You will agree to give up everything without moaning just to see an everlasting smile on your lover’s face. You sense a feeling of joy with the thought of doing something for your love. When true love happens you will want to hold your love in your arms for all the eternity, your lips will be locked forever in your warm instances and you’ll wish that your time with your love never ends.
True love is not always about having a candle dinner at the weekend or exchanging the most expensive gifts with your love. It means much more than that. Love cannot be measured with materialistic chattels neither can it possessed by speaking romantic rhymes. Age, looks, social status, what others think about you two, all these societal issues doesn’t matter in True Love. It is an unconditional feeling that inspires, revives and even sometimes hurts. You don’t have reasons for loving, you just do. True Love is the soul’s recognition of it’s counter-point in another, when you will find that counter-point, all the knowledge that you were loaded with will seize to exist and you will only see that counter-point. The sometimes euphoric, sometimes agonizing bliss from heaven is known as True Love.
Sunday, July 4, 2010
It's all about love =)
What is life REALLY all about? It's all about love!
But what does this mean?
Most people, when thinking about love, think about BEING LOVED. But, as an adult, the deeper soul's journey is not about being loved - it is about BEING LOVING. For small children, the main focus is on being loved, but as we grow up we need to shift our focus from being loved to being loving. When we do not shift our focus, we end up missing out on what life is all about.
Being loving is about supporting our own and others highest good with kindness, caring, understanding, and compassion.
When We Are Loving to Ourselves, We Are Loving to Others
Contrary to what many people believe, being loving to ourselves is not at all about being selfish. Being loving to ourselves means that we are taking full responsibility for our own feelings and needs so that we are not needy, selfish, and demanding of others to do this for us. It is when we are not loving ourselves that we selfishly make others responsible for giving to us the love that we are not giving to ourselves, and try to have control over getting their love.
Being loving to ourselves never means that we disregard others' feelings and needs. It doesn’t mean that we ignore the effect our behavior has on others. We are being selfish rather than loving when we do not consider the consequences of our actions on others.
At the same time, being loving to ourselves means that we do not allow someone's needy and demanding behavior to determine our choices. For example, if you want to do something that is important to you and your partner is angry because he or she wants you to attend to him or her rather than do what brings you joy, it is your partner who is being selfish by not supporting what brings you joy. By doing what truly brings you joy, you are not only being loving to yourself, you are also being loving to your partner by giving him or her an opportunity to learn and grow into being a more loving, supportive, personally responsible person. If you give in and do not do what brings you joy, you are not only abandoning yourself, you are robbing your partner of growing opportunities. This is not loving.
When We Are Loving to Others, We Are Loving to Ourselves
It is not loving to ourselves to be unloving to others - to be harsh, blaming, angry, judgmental, mean, or unkind. We can never feel happy with ourselves when we are treating others in unkind ways.
Being loving to others means being kind, understanding, compassionate, empathic, supportive, and open to learning about their feelings and beliefs. It does NOT mean that we take responsibility for their feelings and needs. We can care about their feelings and needs, and care about the effects our behavior has on them, without taking responsibility for how they are treating themselves and what they are telling themselves that are causing their own distress.
When loving others, we have to accept that it is their own treatment of themselves and their own beliefs that cause their pain, not our choices. We enable others rather than love them when we take responsibility for their happiness and pain. The challenge here is to care about others' feelings and needs without taking responsibility for them.
When we care about and take responsibility for our own pain and joy, and compassionately care about others pain and joy without taking responsibility for them, we are being loving to ourselves and others. Learning to do this is what life is all about!
But what does this mean?
Most people, when thinking about love, think about BEING LOVED. But, as an adult, the deeper soul's journey is not about being loved - it is about BEING LOVING. For small children, the main focus is on being loved, but as we grow up we need to shift our focus from being loved to being loving. When we do not shift our focus, we end up missing out on what life is all about.
Being loving is about supporting our own and others highest good with kindness, caring, understanding, and compassion.
When We Are Loving to Ourselves, We Are Loving to Others
Contrary to what many people believe, being loving to ourselves is not at all about being selfish. Being loving to ourselves means that we are taking full responsibility for our own feelings and needs so that we are not needy, selfish, and demanding of others to do this for us. It is when we are not loving ourselves that we selfishly make others responsible for giving to us the love that we are not giving to ourselves, and try to have control over getting their love.
Being loving to ourselves never means that we disregard others' feelings and needs. It doesn’t mean that we ignore the effect our behavior has on others. We are being selfish rather than loving when we do not consider the consequences of our actions on others.
At the same time, being loving to ourselves means that we do not allow someone's needy and demanding behavior to determine our choices. For example, if you want to do something that is important to you and your partner is angry because he or she wants you to attend to him or her rather than do what brings you joy, it is your partner who is being selfish by not supporting what brings you joy. By doing what truly brings you joy, you are not only being loving to yourself, you are also being loving to your partner by giving him or her an opportunity to learn and grow into being a more loving, supportive, personally responsible person. If you give in and do not do what brings you joy, you are not only abandoning yourself, you are robbing your partner of growing opportunities. This is not loving.
When We Are Loving to Others, We Are Loving to Ourselves
It is not loving to ourselves to be unloving to others - to be harsh, blaming, angry, judgmental, mean, or unkind. We can never feel happy with ourselves when we are treating others in unkind ways.
Being loving to others means being kind, understanding, compassionate, empathic, supportive, and open to learning about their feelings and beliefs. It does NOT mean that we take responsibility for their feelings and needs. We can care about their feelings and needs, and care about the effects our behavior has on them, without taking responsibility for how they are treating themselves and what they are telling themselves that are causing their own distress.
When loving others, we have to accept that it is their own treatment of themselves and their own beliefs that cause their pain, not our choices. We enable others rather than love them when we take responsibility for their happiness and pain. The challenge here is to care about others' feelings and needs without taking responsibility for them.
When we care about and take responsibility for our own pain and joy, and compassionately care about others pain and joy without taking responsibility for them, we are being loving to ourselves and others. Learning to do this is what life is all about!
Wednesday, April 28, 2010
I think i'm not~
Action is followed by consequences..
Speaking of that, this incident happened few days ago....and the rumors spread so instantly, just like an elephant falling down from a building. Because of this, i have to answer many people, including my company and close friends.
>>Why don't you just forgive him and be done with it?
Yes! I thought about this before and i think it doesn't bring any benefits. Well, let me ask you. Have you ever got hurt before?For sure, you will remember or forgive him. What about when you are in a situation which you cant even forgive him?It's surely a deep wound..
Secrets are meant to be undisclosed. One thing that i cant accept until now is YOU are the one who told everyone the thing. Sometimes, it's hard to see you suffer. But if you are in my shoes, you will know the reason~Sometimes i keep guessing that am i important in your life? I think i got the answer now.
(COMMENT IS NOT WELCOMED)
Speaking of that, this incident happened few days ago....and the rumors spread so instantly, just like an elephant falling down from a building. Because of this, i have to answer many people, including my company and close friends.
>>Why don't you just forgive him and be done with it?
Yes! I thought about this before and i think it doesn't bring any benefits. Well, let me ask you. Have you ever got hurt before?For sure, you will remember or forgive him. What about when you are in a situation which you cant even forgive him?It's surely a deep wound..
Secrets are meant to be undisclosed. One thing that i cant accept until now is YOU are the one who told everyone the thing. Sometimes, it's hard to see you suffer. But if you are in my shoes, you will know the reason~Sometimes i keep guessing that am i important in your life? I think i got the answer now.
(COMMENT IS NOT WELCOMED)
Wednesday, April 21, 2010
Updates
Whoo! I can't even remember when was my last time blogging. Anyway, I'm trying to make blogging as my habit, not weekly but monthly i guess~Alright, straight to the point...
I'm sure you guys remember this photo right?
12/12/09 was our last performance. But fortunately, on 21/03/10, our band regrouped to perform in a charity concert. At first, i was thinking that should i accept this performance as we don't have much time to practice. I was thinking to do something for my school before I leave. Thanks to my principal, I accepted this performance since it's a charity concert to collect money for our school's new block. Frankly, I kinda respect my school's principal. Without him, Hua Lian is still a peanut. Everyone is complaining when he asked us to get donation for our school. Think about it my friends~School is the place where we learned something new, learned how to be a good person, how to differentiate between good and bad. In my opinion, it's our responsibility to make the school a better place for everyone or maybe our future generation.Ok, i will stop my old-grandmother-stories here. Anyway, here are some photos and videos. Enjoy~
http://www.facebook.com/video/video.php?v=1364879434751 > Unplugged session with sis~
http://www.facebook.com/video/video.php?v=1364536906188 > Oldies session @ Beyond
http://www.facebook.com/video/video.php?v=1364031573555 > Rock Party @ Fly Away
http://www.facebook.com/stanley.yoon?v=app_2392950137&ref=profile#!/video/video.php?v=1364640548779 > Rock Party's Intro Song..
Something really embarrassing happened before the unplugged session~When me and sis went up to the stage, I plug-in my guitar and suddenly the keyboard's stand broke and the keyboard fell. Everyone thought i accidentally kicked the keyboard's stand. Luckily Stevehong was there. He is such a professional event manager! He rushed up to the stage, get the keyboard and the stand, then started repairing it. Bravo man!~
Well, I'm gonna end my post. For more photos and videos, add me in facebook www.facebook.com/stanley,yoon =)
I'm sure you guys remember this photo right?
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| Brothers |
12/12/09 was our last performance. But fortunately, on 21/03/10, our band regrouped to perform in a charity concert. At first, i was thinking that should i accept this performance as we don't have much time to practice. I was thinking to do something for my school before I leave. Thanks to my principal, I accepted this performance since it's a charity concert to collect money for our school's new block. Frankly, I kinda respect my school's principal. Without him, Hua Lian is still a peanut. Everyone is complaining when he asked us to get donation for our school. Think about it my friends~School is the place where we learned something new, learned how to be a good person, how to differentiate between good and bad. In my opinion, it's our responsibility to make the school a better place for everyone or maybe our future generation.Ok, i will stop my old-grandmother-stories here. Anyway, here are some photos and videos. Enjoy~
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| Me in Juno's saloon |
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| Soloing (160BPM) |
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| BlackN'White has revived!~(Only m and the drummer are old members) |
http://www.facebook.com/video/video.php?v=1364879434751 > Unplugged session with sis~
http://www.facebook.com/video/video.php?v=1364536906188 > Oldies session @ Beyond
http://www.facebook.com/video/video.php?v=1364031573555 > Rock Party @ Fly Away
http://www.facebook.com/stanley.yoon?v=app_2392950137&ref=profile#!/video/video.php?v=1364640548779 > Rock Party's Intro Song..
Something really embarrassing happened before the unplugged session~When me and sis went up to the stage, I plug-in my guitar and suddenly the keyboard's stand broke and the keyboard fell. Everyone thought i accidentally kicked the keyboard's stand. Luckily Stevehong was there. He is such a professional event manager! He rushed up to the stage, get the keyboard and the stand, then started repairing it. Bravo man!~
Well, I'm gonna end my post. For more photos and videos, add me in facebook www.facebook.com/stanley,yoon =)
Saturday, April 10, 2010
Monday, March 8, 2010
A letter from Mother Nature
When I was young I started my day on the South East so I can welcome the warm embrace of the sunrise. The air was crisp, cool and smell so fresh. The fragrance of the green forest greeted me as the wind whispered in my body. The flowers were blooming with colors then and the butterflies roamed freely. The sky was so blue as if you can reach it with your hands.
Birds glided gracefully like angels sent from heaven and their sweet song echoed as it touches the mighty cliffs of the mountains. The rivers were clear as a mirror and its water was soft like a warm pillow. The school of fish danced gracefully underneath the picturesque beauty of the pacific sea. Its waves roared with joy as it touched the crystal shore. When the moon and the sun set above the ocean, the water twinkled like a diamond star.
These were the memories of my past, the past I missed so hard. Time has faded my beauty and others abused my generosity. I gave shelter to mankind and nurtured his wildlife. I gave you food, clothing and medicine… but you gave me nothing. The billion of years that I took care of your generation have led to my slow destruction. I gave you everything my friend, but again, you gave me nothing. I am writing you today to say that I love you my dear friend. I am willing to share you everything and all that is left of what I have so you can live happily with your family. I am willing to sacrifice my life for your survival …because I care for you.
Just like you my friend, I will soon grow old and die. Time of my death is still unknown but at this pace, I know in a short while it will be known. Honestly, I am scared to die, I am scared not to see your children grow and I will be hurt to leave this world I know. Do you really love me my friend? Then why don't you take care of me like the way I take care of you? I am dying... I need you to save me. You are my only last hope.
Love,
Mother Earth
Let's play our role to save the earth please...
Tuesday, February 16, 2010
=(
I often close my eyes
And i can see you smile
You reach out for my hand
And I'm woken from my dreams
Although your heart is mine
But it's hollow inside
I never have your love and i never will
And every night
I lie awake
Thinking maybe you love me like
I've always love you
But how can you
Love me like i love you
When you cant even look me straight in my eyes
I've never felt this way
To be so in love
To have someone there
Yet feel so alone
Aren't you suppose to be
The one who wipe my tears
The one who say that
You would never leave
The water's calm and still
My reflection is there
I see you holding me
But then you disappear
All that is left of you
It's all memories
One that only exist in my dreams
And every night
I lie awake
Thinking maybe you love me like
I've always love you
But how can you
Love me like i love you
When you cant even look me straight in my eyes
I don't know what hurts you
But I can feel it too
And it just hurt so much
To know that i cant do a thing
And deep down in my heart
Somehow i just know
That no matter what
I will always love you
I often close my eyes
And i can see you smile
You reach out for my hand
And I'm woken from my dreams
Although your heart is mine
But it's hollow inside
I never have your love and i never will
I will always love you...
And i can see you smile
You reach out for my hand
And I'm woken from my dreams
Although your heart is mine
But it's hollow inside
I never have your love and i never will
And every night
I lie awake
Thinking maybe you love me like
I've always love you
But how can you
Love me like i love you
When you cant even look me straight in my eyes
I've never felt this way
To be so in love
To have someone there
Yet feel so alone
Aren't you suppose to be
The one who wipe my tears
The one who say that
You would never leave
The water's calm and still
My reflection is there
I see you holding me
But then you disappear
All that is left of you
It's all memories
One that only exist in my dreams
And every night
I lie awake
Thinking maybe you love me like
I've always love you
But how can you
Love me like i love you
When you cant even look me straight in my eyes
I don't know what hurts you
But I can feel it too
And it just hurt so much
To know that i cant do a thing
And deep down in my heart
Somehow i just know
That no matter what
I will always love you
I often close my eyes
And i can see you smile
You reach out for my hand
And I'm woken from my dreams
Although your heart is mine
But it's hollow inside
I never have your love and i never will
I will always love you...
Monday, January 11, 2010
友情如水（诗）
友情非酒
酒杯中的友情
见不得酒醒
友情非茶
茶杯中的友情
清香不会永久
友情非蜜
蜜样的友情
留下的常是苦楚
友情非金
让金污染的友情
死都会糊里糊涂
只有
友情如水
才会淡淡儿流
流到天长地久
不是吗？
请回味
悲伤时
那预料不到的
一声
挚诚问候
困境中
那不声不响
向您
伸来的手
酒杯中的友情
见不得酒醒
友情非茶
茶杯中的友情
清香不会永久
友情非蜜
蜜样的友情
留下的常是苦楚
友情非金
让金污染的友情
死都会糊里糊涂
只有
友情如水
才会淡淡儿流
流到天长地久
不是吗？
请回味
悲伤时
那预料不到的
一声
挚诚问候
困境中
那不声不响
向您
伸来的手
Friday, January 1, 2010
Happy New Year 2010!!~
Year 2010 is finally here! Guess what? Im not involved in any countdown parties!(first time, proud of it) Yeah, im planning to become a good teenager this year. Not going to get involved in music anymore as this year is an important year to me.
Well well..Let's go down the memory lane.
12/12/2009(D-music Live band concert)
That's me
Kau tahu betapaku sayang padamu~Singing Belaian Jiwa with Mr. Wayne
Brothers forever(Eric was not with us T.T)
Top View~
Back View~
27/12/2009(Ipoh Trip)
My dad said this pic reminds him about Christopher Reeves~
Posing under the glaring sun..speechless~
I would like to say thanks you to my fans who supported me during 12/12. Thanks for the flowers you guys gave me especially the unknown girl. Hope 2010 will be a better year and less disasters~
Wish all of you out there Happy New Year 2010!
Well well..Let's go down the memory lane.
12/12/2009(D-music Live band concert)
That's me
Kau tahu betapaku sayang padamu~Singing Belaian Jiwa with Mr. Wayne
Brothers forever(Eric was not with us T.T)
Top View~
Back View~
27/12/2009(Ipoh Trip)
My dad said this pic reminds him about Christopher Reeves~
Posing under the glaring sun..speechless~
I would like to say thanks you to my fans who supported me during 12/12. Thanks for the flowers you guys gave me especially the unknown girl. Hope 2010 will be a better year and less disasters~
Wish all of you out there Happy New Year 2010!
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