What is Ahead of us?

很多人说当上帝把一道门关上后，他会为你开另一扇窗。

有些时候我们常责怪自己当初不应该但人生的路就是那么短暂啊...

我经常问自己如果时间能从来，我们会是怎样的人？其实生活就是那么简单～一个人走进了你的世界，为你上了一堂珍贵的课，然后就离席了。无论你如何责怪自己也好，路人始终是路人。

现在的我已经找到了我要的答案。如果时间从来，如果我们有选择，我们还是会选择一样的路。不是因为愚蠢，而是我们渐渐的成长，渐渐的学会弥补以往的过失......

拥抱天堂

你试过拥抱天堂吗？那种感觉真的很神秘，就如鱼回到大海, 鸟回到蓝天......苏醒过来才发现原来是梦一场。人往往会把天堂看成一个极了世界。实际上，天堂是人类所说的一个谎。它是人类幻想出来的一个好地方，一个没有痛苦和悲伤的地方。事实是天堂根本不存在。你手上抱着的婴儿，今早和你吵架的那个男人，那个曾经答应你永远的男人......这就是爱，这就是天堂!~

HIV charity campaign

2 years ago when i participated in HIV charity campaign as a guest artist, i remember Telco's general manager offered RM15k to the fund with a condition. The condition is I have to shave bald in front of everyone. My manager asked me not to do so but i insist. Shaving bald in front of thousands of people in Genting Star Avenue is such a nice experience. After getting my head bald, i went out for a walk. I feel the cold breeze blowing my head and it's so freaking cold. Eventually, i got headache.

I'm not gonna join this year's campaign due to my studies and job. And i think im not gonna shave bald again!!

你~

每年的今天，我总会到咖啡店买两盒杂菜饭，坐在一棵大树下吃。我会把饭先吃完，然后接着吃鱼、肉、菜。生命就是这样，注定了的东西是无法改变的。当我第一天进入这行时，你的细心教导让我感到很温暖。两年前的今天，你就这样的走了，离开了朋友们，离开了世界。今天我在树下待了很久，想着你以前所说过的话。我了解了，这世界是不会因为我而改变，反而我必须去适应这世界..谢谢你，陈力威先生。一日为师，终身为父!

人生

我曾经拥有过荣华富贵，也曾经有过很好的名誉。但是这一切对我来说已经不重要了。每当打开facebook聊天室时，要找位朋友来聊时却发现没有一个能。每次需要人的陪伴时，却找不到一个知心朋友。我猜我把人生看得太过简单了。以为自己是一个很了不起的人。但是了不起又能如何？最后还是输给了天意。我没办法改变天意，我只能改变自己.......

New Life, New Hopes

Washing my clothes and dishes, mopping and sweeping the floor are now a part of my life. Yea, it freaking tiring but i have to do my chores also. Previous lifestyle which is pampered by the who i love has already gone forever. I do wish to go back to my hometown but I can't. This is a new start for me, a process of growing up to be a responsible adult. My future is now a step away!~

The New Journey Of Life

Since i was a kid, my dad told me that one day when i grow up, i will be a great man, one of the best! "The future is not for us to see. Bear it in mind! As long as you do what a man should do, you will die without any regrets. That's life, that's heaven." This quote has been following me for decades until today.....