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Monday, March 8, 2010

A letter from Mother Nature



When I was young I started my day on the South East so I can welcome the warm embrace of the sunrise. The air was crisp, cool and smell so fresh. The fragrance of the green forest greeted me as the wind whispered in my body. The flowers were blooming with colors then and the butterflies roamed freely. The sky was so blue as if you can reach it with your hands.

Birds glided gracefully like angels sent from heaven and their sweet song echoed as it touches the mighty cliffs of the mountains. The rivers were clear as a mirror and its water was soft like a warm pillow. The school of fish danced gracefully underneath the picturesque beauty of the pacific sea. Its waves roared with joy as it touched the crystal shore. When the moon and the sun set above the ocean, the water twinkled like a diamond star.

These were the memories of my past, the past I missed so hard. Time has faded my beauty and others abused my generosity. I gave shelter to mankind and nurtured his wildlife. I gave you food, clothing and medicine… but you gave me nothing. The billion of years that I took care of your generation have led to my slow destruction. I gave you everything my friend, but again, you gave me nothing. I am writing you today to say that I love you my dear friend. I am willing to share you everything and all that is left of what I have so you can live happily with your family. I am willing to sacrifice my life for your survival …because I care for you.

Just like you my friend, I will soon grow old and die. Time of my death is still unknown but at this pace, I know in a short while it will be known. Honestly, I am scared to die, I am scared not to see your children grow and I will be hurt to leave this world I know. Do you really love me my friend? Then why don't you take care of me like the way I take care of you? I am dying... I need you to save me. You are my only last hope.

Love,

Mother Earth



Let's play our role to save the earth please...

Tuesday, February 16, 2010

=(

I often close my eyes
And i can see you smile
You reach out for my hand
And I'm woken from my dreams
Although your heart is mine
But it's hollow inside
I never have your love and i never will

And every night
I lie awake
Thinking maybe you love me like
I've always love you
But how can you
Love me like i love you
When you cant even look me straight in my eyes

I've never felt this way
To be so in love
To have someone there
Yet feel so alone
Aren't you suppose to be
The one who wipe my tears
The one who say that
You would never leave

The water's calm and still
My reflection is there
I see you holding me
But then you disappear
All that is left of you
It's all memories
One that only exist in my dreams

And every night
I lie awake
Thinking maybe you love me like
I've always love you
But how can you
Love me like i love you
When you cant even look me straight in my eyes

I don't know what hurts you
But I can feel it too
And it just hurt so much
To know that i cant do a thing
And deep down in my heart
Somehow i just know
That no matter what
I will always love you

I often close my eyes
And i can see you smile
You reach out for my hand
And I'm woken from my dreams
Although your heart is mine
But it's hollow inside
I never have your love and i never will

I will always love you...

Monday, January 11, 2010

友情如水(诗)

友情非酒
酒杯中的友情
见不得酒醒

友情非茶
茶杯中的友情
清香不会永久

友情非蜜
蜜样的友情
留下的常是苦楚

友情非金
让金污染的友情
死都会糊里糊涂

只有
友情如水
才会淡淡儿流
流到天长地久

不是吗?
请回味
悲伤时
那预料不到的
一声
挚诚问候
困境中
那不声不响
向您
伸来的手

Friday, January 1, 2010

Happy New Year 2010!!~

Year 2010 is finally here! Guess what? Im not involved in any countdown parties!(first time, proud of it) Yeah, im planning to become a good teenager this year. Not going to get involved in music anymore as this year is an important year to me.

Well well..Let's go down the memory lane.

12/12/2009(D-music Live band concert)


That's me



Kau tahu betapaku sayang padamu~Singing Belaian Jiwa with Mr. Wayne



Brothers forever(Eric was not with us T.T)



Top View~



Back View~


27/12/2009(Ipoh Trip)



My dad said this pic reminds him about Christopher Reeves~



Posing under the glaring sun..speechless~


I would like to say thanks you to my fans who supported me during 12/12. Thanks for the flowers you guys gave me especially the unknown girl. Hope 2010 will be a better year and less disasters~

Wish all of you out there Happy New Year 2010!

Saturday, November 21, 2009

Short Update

Im very busy nowadays. Sorry to all my readers..Gonna update as soon as possible. 12/12/09..concert coming..let's rock the town D-Music~

Sunday, October 18, 2009

Responsibility

We cannot solve life's problem except by solving them...

This statement may seem idiotically tautological or self-evident, yet it is seemingly beyond the comprehension of much of the human race. This is because we must accept responsibility for a problem before we can solve it. We cannot solve problems by saying "It's not my problem". We cannot solve problem by hoping someone else will solve for us. The only way we can solve problems is to say "This is my problem and it's up to me to solve it". But many, so many, seek to avoid the pain of their problem by saying to themselves :"This problem was caused me by other people or by social circumstances beyond my control, and therefore it is up to other people or the society to solve this problem for me. It is not really my problem"

One of my friend got addicted to alcohol in the beginning but he denied that he was an alcoholic, or even that his use of alcohol was a personal problem. He kept on saying that this town would drive anyone to drink. His drinking continued and this made him separated from his girl-friend.

And lately, i saw him in town again. He gave me a shocked when i first saw him in front of me. A perfectly talented, good looking guy in his teens is now a drug addict. I approached him and ask him why he had done this to himself.
'To kill myself of course'
'Why do you wanna kill yourself then?'
'Because no one gives a damn and i can't stand this sickening life anymore'
He began to cry in a whining sort of way. 'I don't have any friends. I'm all by myself all the time. I lived in a stupid housing area and none of them even care about me.'

I glared at him and ask:" Is that their problem to care about you? You should be handling your own life and you have to be responsible. Although you control your own life, but you don't have the power to end up your own life and the thing you are doing now is against the law'. He rose his voice. 'Are you my friend? Why don't you just support me for what i am doing now?'

'At first, you are an alcoholic and it's ok to me. But then you 'improved'. You are once my friend and you always are. I had the responsibility to lead you to the right pathway.'

He broke down into tears and promised me to change. Frankly, i don't really put much hope on him. I knew him well, maybe too well.........

Saturday, October 17, 2009

New chat box available

NEW CHAT BOX AVAILABLE..

Please do not shit in my chatbox or i will track their IP address and report them..
Please cooperate..
Thanks =)