I think i'm not~

Action is followed by consequences..


Speaking of that, this incident happened few days ago....and the rumors spread so instantly, just like an elephant falling down from a building. Because of this, i have to answer many people, including my company and close friends.

>>Why don't you just forgive him and be done with it?

Yes! I thought about this before and i think it doesn't bring any benefits. Well, let me ask you. Have you ever got hurt before?For sure, you will remember or forgive him. What about when you are in a situation which you cant even forgive him?It's surely a deep wound..

Secrets are meant to be undisclosed. One thing that i cant accept until now is YOU are the one who told everyone the thing. Sometimes, it's hard to see you suffer. But if you are in my shoes, you will know the reason~Sometimes i keep guessing that am i important in your life? I think i got the answer now.

(COMMENT IS NOT WELCOMED)

Updates

Whoo! I can't even remember when was my last time blogging. Anyway, I'm trying to make blogging as my habit, not weekly but monthly i guess~Alright, straight to the point...

I'm sure you guys remember this photo right?

Brothers

    












12/12/09 was our last performance. But fortunately, on 21/03/10, our band regrouped to perform in a charity concert. At first, i was thinking that should i accept this performance as we don't have much time to practice. I was thinking to do something for my school before I leave. Thanks to my principal, I accepted this performance since it's a charity concert to collect money for our school's new block. Frankly, I kinda respect my school's principal. Without him, Hua Lian is still a peanut. Everyone is complaining when he asked us to get donation for our school. Think about it my friends~School is the place where we learned something new, learned how to be a good person, how to differentiate between good and bad. In my opinion, it's our responsibility to make the school a better place for everyone or maybe our future generation.Ok, i will stop my old-grandmother-stories here. Anyway, here are some photos and videos. Enjoy~

Me in Juno's saloon

 

Soloing (160BPM)

BlackN'White has revived!~(Only m and the drummer are old members)

 

http://www.facebook.com/video/video.php?v=1364879434751 > Unplugged session with sis~
http://www.facebook.com/video/video.php?v=1364536906188 > Oldies session @ Beyond
http://www.facebook.com/video/video.php?v=1364031573555 > Rock Party @ Fly Away
http://www.facebook.com/stanley.yoon?v=app_2392950137&ref=profile#!/video/video.php?v=1364640548779 > Rock Party's Intro Song..

Something really embarrassing happened before the unplugged session~When me and sis went up to the stage, I plug-in my guitar and suddenly the keyboard's stand broke and the keyboard fell. Everyone thought i accidentally kicked the keyboard's stand. Luckily Stevehong was there. He is such a professional event manager! He rushed up to the stage, get the keyboard and the stand, then started repairing it. Bravo man!~

Well, I'm gonna end my post. For more photos and videos, add me in facebook www.facebook.com/stanley,yoon  =)

Je t'aimerai toujours

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A letter from Mother Nature

When I was young I started my day on the South East so I can welcome the warm embrace of the sunrise. The air was crisp, cool and smell so fresh. The fragrance of the green forest greeted me as the wind whispered in my body. The flowers were blooming with colors then and the butterflies roamed freely. The sky was so blue as if you can reach it with your hands.

Birds glided gracefully like angels sent from heaven and their sweet song echoed as it touches the mighty cliffs of the mountains. The rivers were clear as a mirror and its water was soft like a warm pillow. The school of fish danced gracefully underneath the picturesque beauty of the pacific sea. Its waves roared with joy as it touched the crystal shore. When the moon and the sun set above the ocean, the water twinkled like a diamond star.

These were the memories of my past, the past I missed so hard. Time has faded my beauty and others abused my generosity. I gave shelter to mankind and nurtured his wildlife. I gave you food, clothing and medicine… but you gave me nothing. The billion of years that I took care of your generation have led to my slow destruction. I gave you everything my friend, but again, you gave me nothing. I am writing you today to say that I love you my dear friend. I am willing to share you everything and all that is left of what I have so you can live happily with your family. I am willing to sacrifice my life for your survival …because I care for you.

Just like you my friend, I will soon grow old and die. Time of my death is still unknown but at this pace, I know in a short while it will be known. Honestly, I am scared to die, I am scared not to see your children grow and I will be hurt to leave this world I know. Do you really love me my friend? Then why don't you take care of me like the way I take care of you? I am dying... I need you to save me. You are my only last hope.

Love,

Mother Earth



Let's play our role to save the earth please...

=(

I often close my eyes
And i can see you smile
You reach out for my hand
And I'm woken from my dreams
Although your heart is mine
But it's hollow inside
I never have your love and i never will

And every night
I lie awake
Thinking maybe you love me like
I've always love you
But how can you
Love me like i love you
When you cant even look me straight in my eyes

I've never felt this way
To be so in love
To have someone there
Yet feel so alone
Aren't you suppose to be
The one who wipe my tears
The one who say that
You would never leave

The water's calm and still
My reflection is there
I see you holding me
But then you disappear
All that is left of you
It's all memories
One that only exist in my dreams

And every night
I lie awake
Thinking maybe you love me like
I've always love you
But how can you
Love me like i love you
When you cant even look me straight in my eyes

I don't know what hurts you
But I can feel it too
And it just hurt so much
To know that i cant do a thing
And deep down in my heart
Somehow i just know
That no matter what
I will always love you

I often close my eyes
And i can see you smile
You reach out for my hand
And I'm woken from my dreams
Although your heart is mine
But it's hollow inside
I never have your love and i never will

I will always love you...

友情如水（诗）

友情非酒
酒杯中的友情
见不得酒醒

友情非茶
茶杯中的友情
清香不会永久

友情非蜜
蜜样的友情
留下的常是苦楚

友情非金
让金污染的友情
死都会糊里糊涂

只有
友情如水
才会淡淡儿流
流到天长地久

不是吗？
请回味
悲伤时
那预料不到的
一声
挚诚问候
困境中
那不声不响
向您
伸来的手

Happy New Year 2010!!~

Year 2010 is finally here! Guess what? Im not involved in any countdown parties!(first time, proud of it) Yeah, im planning to become a good teenager this year. Not going to get involved in music anymore as this year is an important year to me.

Well well..Let's go down the memory lane.

12/12/2009(D-music Live band concert)


That's me



Kau tahu betapaku sayang padamu~Singing Belaian Jiwa with Mr. Wayne



Brothers forever(Eric was not with us T.T)



Top View~



Back View~


27/12/2009(Ipoh Trip)



My dad said this pic reminds him about Christopher Reeves~



Posing under the glaring sun..speechless~


I would like to say thanks you to my fans who supported me during 12/12. Thanks for the flowers you guys gave me especially the unknown girl. Hope 2010 will be a better year and less disasters~

Wish all of you out there Happy New Year 2010!