你~

每年的今天，我总会到咖啡店买两盒杂菜饭，坐在一棵大树下吃。我会把饭先吃完，然后接着吃鱼、肉、菜。生命就是这样，注定了的东西是无法改变的。当我第一天进入这行时，你的细心教导让我感到很温暖。两年前的今天，你就这样的走了，离开了朋友们，离开了世界。今天我在树下待了很久，想着你以前所说过的话。我了解了，这世界是不会因为我而改变，反而我必须去适应这世界..谢谢你，陈力威先生。一日为师，终身为父!

人生

我曾经拥有过荣华富贵，也曾经有过很好的名誉。但是这一切对我来说已经不重要了。每当打开facebook聊天室时，要找位朋友来聊时却发现没有一个能。每次需要人的陪伴时，却找不到一个知心朋友。我猜我把人生看得太过简单了。以为自己是一个很了不起的人。但是了不起又能如何？最后还是输给了天意。我没办法改变天意，我只能改变自己.......

New Life, New Hopes

Washing my clothes and dishes, mopping and sweeping the floor are now a part of my life. Yea, it freaking tiring but i have to do my chores also. Previous lifestyle which is pampered by the who i love has already gone forever. I do wish to go back to my hometown but I can't. This is a new start for me, a process of growing up to be a responsible adult. My future is now a step away!~

The New Journey Of Life

Since i was a kid, my dad told me that one day when i grow up, i will be a great man, one of the best! "The future is not for us to see. Bear it in mind! As long as you do what a man should do, you will die without any regrets. That's life, that's heaven." This quote has been following me for decades until today.....

Ho Ho Ho

Im back in blogspot..

Have been busying about SPM and my music life lately..Guess what?Im free at last!~
Okay..Let me have a brief blog about my life lately

Since July, i had been busying about my trial. Yeah, if u know me well, you should know that i barely studied..Luckily with my 'intelligence' i manage to survive. After trial, i had been working full time. That's the main reason i was absent for decades..Maybe centuaries~

Finally, SPM came to haunt me for the pass 4 weeks. Still manage to survive without studying. Frankly, SPM is a piece of cake. Or maybe in should say 9 pieces of cakes except BC or so called mandarin. The subject is an assassin. It takes a sniper rifle and shoot u from behind without you noticing. And one more thing that i won't understand for my entire life is why should we study those classic mandarin?Im not going back to the past where those barbarian chinese generals go chopping off each others head. Ok, Mandarin do gave me a stab from my back.

Will be going to KL on 22th of december to help my Bro in his hunting mission. I don't really know what is he going to hunt for but i believe that he will go for females for sure..=)

That's all for today. Blog will be updated more frequent. If not, do remind me..See you guys in my next post. And sorry to all my followers=)

This is love =)

True love is the foundation of integrity, honesty and worship between two individuals. Dearth of any of this pillar may perhaps lead to maladjustment in a relation. True love has prevailed over self-centeredness, egocentricity and bodily desires. It is a feeling of serenity and completeness that gives a reason to live not for one’s own self but for someone else.

True love seeks no condition or wish fulfillment. A person in true love learns to forfeit and not hunt for his own benefit. It is not about yearning to get married to your love but to watch him or her getting married to the person they love. It is entirely committed to the welfare of the other. True love cannot be experienced by each and everyone on this earth. All of us fall in love with a particular person in our life but very less could actually get united. But there is yet more lack of strong hearts in this world who can sacrifice their love with a beam on their face.

The world seems to be tired, upset, secluded and thwarted. A human soul could be utterly fatigued with the long-laden melancholy of life and the reason is the lack of love which is the major strength of human being to stay alive. Why should we want to live tomorrow? It is for the divine love that gives us a motive to breathe today. We want to live forever because of that love we are bestowed with by our loved ones. We want to be loved by him or her today, tomorrow and forever. We want to live because there is someone who loves us, someone we wish to see whenever we’ll open our eyes as well as love him or her back.

True love is all about loving someone just because they are themselves and not their actions and values. True love never asks for any amendment of your traits but accepts you as you are along with your positive and negative attributes. Being in true love is such a divine feeling where you will unsurprisingly lay down your own comfort for the safety and happiness of your love. True love doesn’t yearn for reciprocation from your love. It is a strength in itself that gives you selfless valor even at the weakest end of your life. True love is also termed as unconditional love which is a strong bond between lovers or spouses which is claimed to be at a much higher point than bodily desires. Some symptoms confirm that you are in True Love. A simple smile on your lover’s face will take you to ecstasy.

You are not bothered about anyone who is attracted to you; you’ll have only one yearning to rest in your lover’s arms, no matter how hard your day has gone but just a thought of your lover will bring an elated smile on your face, irrespective of all the flaws in your lover, they’ll seem to be the perfect human to you. True love is all about making sacrifices and giving yourself completely without any expectation. Finding and keeping love is not just a romantic idea; it is crucial for our survival. No human can continue to exist without love. It is the heart of a human body at the arrest of which one will be lost in the realm of isolation. A person will not expire if he is deprived of love but will live the life of a deceased.

Love is god’s most wondrous gift man has ever received. True love is not about spending some moments with your love, it’s not about lending an ear to what others say about both of you; it’s not about asking for the anything in return. True love happens when you feel that your life is miserable and meaningless with that person, when you feel distressed and lonely not because you miss your love but because you are worried whether your love is in need of you. True love is always getting involved in a physical attachment but experience an overwhelming feeling of pure bliss when the two of you will kiss. You will agree to give up everything without moaning just to see an everlasting smile on your lover’s face. You sense a feeling of joy with the thought of doing something for your love. When true love happens you will want to hold your love in your arms for all the eternity, your lips will be locked forever in your warm instances and you’ll wish that your time with your love never ends.

True love is not always about having a candle dinner at the weekend or exchanging the most expensive gifts with your love. It means much more than that. Love cannot be measured with materialistic chattels neither can it possessed by speaking romantic rhymes. Age, looks, social status, what others think about you two, all these societal issues doesn’t matter in True Love. It is an unconditional feeling that inspires, revives and even sometimes hurts. You don’t have reasons for loving, you just do. True Love is the soul’s recognition of it’s counter-point in another, when you will find that counter-point, all the knowledge that you were loaded with will seize to exist and you will only see that counter-point. The sometimes euphoric, sometimes agonizing bliss from heaven is known as True Love.

It's all about love =)

What is life REALLY all about? It's all about love!

But what does this mean?

Most people, when thinking about love, think about BEING LOVED. But, as an adult, the deeper soul's journey is not about being loved - it is about BEING LOVING. For small children, the main focus is on being loved, but as we grow up we need to shift our focus from being loved to being loving. When we do not shift our focus, we end up missing out on what life is all about.

Being loving is about supporting our own and others highest good with kindness, caring, understanding, and compassion.

When We Are Loving to Ourselves, We Are Loving to Others

Contrary to what many people believe, being loving to ourselves is not at all about being selfish. Being loving to ourselves means that we are taking full responsibility for our own feelings and needs so that we are not needy, selfish, and demanding of others to do this for us. It is when we are not loving ourselves that we selfishly make others responsible for giving to us the love that we are not giving to ourselves, and try to have control over getting their love.

Being loving to ourselves never means that we disregard others' feelings and needs. It doesn’t mean that we ignore the effect our behavior has on others. We are being selfish rather than loving when we do not consider the consequences of our actions on others.

At the same time, being loving to ourselves means that we do not allow someone's needy and demanding behavior to determine our choices. For example, if you want to do something that is important to you and your partner is angry because he or she wants you to attend to him or her rather than do what brings you joy, it is your partner who is being selfish by not supporting what brings you joy. By doing what truly brings you joy, you are not only being loving to yourself, you are also being loving to your partner by giving him or her an opportunity to learn and grow into being a more loving, supportive, personally responsible person.  If you give in and do not do what brings you joy, you are not only abandoning yourself, you are robbing your partner of growing opportunities. This is not loving.

When We Are Loving to Others, We Are Loving to Ourselves

It is not loving to ourselves to be unloving to others - to be harsh, blaming, angry, judgmental, mean, or unkind. We can never feel happy with ourselves when we are treating others in unkind ways.

Being loving to others means being kind, understanding, compassionate, empathic, supportive, and open to learning about their feelings and beliefs. It does NOT mean that we take responsibility for their feelings and needs. We can care about their feelings and needs, and care about the effects our behavior has on them, without taking responsibility for how they are treating themselves and what they are telling themselves that are causing their own distress.

When loving others, we have to accept that it is their own treatment of themselves and their own beliefs that cause their pain, not our choices. We enable others rather than love them when we take responsibility for their happiness and pain. The challenge here is to care about others' feelings and needs without taking responsibility for them.

When we care about and take responsibility for our own pain and joy, and compassionately care about others pain and joy without taking responsibility for them, we are being loving to ourselves and others. Learning to do this is what life is all about!