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Saturday, November 21, 2009

Short Update

Im very busy nowadays. Sorry to all my readers..Gonna update as soon as possible. 12/12/09..concert coming..let's rock the town D-Music~

Sunday, October 18, 2009

Responsibility

We cannot solve life's problem except by solving them...

This statement may seem idiotically tautological or self-evident, yet it is seemingly beyond the comprehension of much of the human race. This is because we must accept responsibility for a problem before we can solve it. We cannot solve problems by saying "It's not my problem". We cannot solve problem by hoping someone else will solve for us. The only way we can solve problems is to say "This is my problem and it's up to me to solve it". But many, so many, seek to avoid the pain of their problem by saying to themselves :"This problem was caused me by other people or by social circumstances beyond my control, and therefore it is up to other people or the society to solve this problem for me. It is not really my problem"

One of my friend got addicted to alcohol in the beginning but he denied that he was an alcoholic, or even that his use of alcohol was a personal problem. He kept on saying that this town would drive anyone to drink. His drinking continued and this made him separated from his girl-friend.

And lately, i saw him in town again. He gave me a shocked when i first saw him in front of me. A perfectly talented, good looking guy in his teens is now a drug addict. I approached him and ask him why he had done this to himself.
'To kill myself of course'
'Why do you wanna kill yourself then?'
'Because no one gives a damn and i can't stand this sickening life anymore'
He began to cry in a whining sort of way. 'I don't have any friends. I'm all by myself all the time. I lived in a stupid housing area and none of them even care about me.'

I glared at him and ask:" Is that their problem to care about you? You should be handling your own life and you have to be responsible. Although you control your own life, but you don't have the power to end up your own life and the thing you are doing now is against the law'. He rose his voice. 'Are you my friend? Why don't you just support me for what i am doing now?'

'At first, you are an alcoholic and it's ok to me. But then you 'improved'. You are once my friend and you always are. I had the responsibility to lead you to the right pathway.'

He broke down into tears and promised me to change. Frankly, i don't really put much hope on him. I knew him well, maybe too well.........

Saturday, October 17, 2009

New chat box available

NEW CHAT BOX AVAILABLE..

Please do not shit in my chatbox or i will track their IP address and report them..
Please cooperate..
Thanks =)

Sunday, October 11, 2009

All-time favourites



SOmetimes when we touch..




Killing me softly with his song




You make me feel brand new


I wrote this post is to introduce some oldies to you guys. Hope you guys like it~

Saturday, September 26, 2009

Photos~

Photos update :


Love this photo..o0o



Having green tea with my 'mum'..not WIFE



WTF?!a pair of testis and a penis?!nola..it's obvious la..



OMG!!that's a big one~



And finally..a normal photo of me and dun huang~



He tried to grab my hands and got caught by paparazi??nola..actually im passing him the guitar strings~

Thursday, September 17, 2009

A Message by George Carlin

A Message by George Carlin:

The paradox of our time in history is that we have taller buildings but shorter tempers, wider Freeways , but narrower viewpoints. We spend more, but have less, we buy more, but enjoy less. We have bigger houses and smaller families, more conveniences, but less time. We have more degrees but less sense, more knowledge, but less judgment, more experts, yet more problems, more medicine, but less wellness.

We drink too much, smoke too much, spend too recklessly, laugh too little, drive too fast, get too angry, stay up too late, get up too tired, read too little, watch TV too much, and pray too seldom.

We have multiplied our possessions, but reduced our values. We talk too much, love too seldom, and hate too often.

We've learned how to make a living, but not a life. We've added years to life not life to years. We've been all the way to the moon and back, but have trouble crossing the street to meet a new neighbor. We conquered outer space but not inner space.. We've done larger things, but not better things.

We've cleaned up the air, but polluted the soul. We've conquered the atom, but not our prejudice. We write more, but learn less. We plan more, but accomplish less. We've learned to rush, but not to wait. We build more computers to hold more information, to produce more copies than ever, but we communicate less and less.

These are the times of fast foods and slow digestion, big men and small character, steep profits and shallow relationships. These are the days of two incomes but more divorce, fancier houses, but broken homes. These are days of quick trips, disposable diapers, throwaway morality, one night stands, overweight bodies, and pills that do everything from cheer, to quiet, to kill. It is a time when there is much in the showroom window and nothing in the stockroom. A time when technology can bring this letter to you, and a time when you can choose either to share this insight, or to just hit delete...

Remember; spend some time with your loved ones, because they are not going to be around forever.

Remember, say a kind word to someone who looks up to you in awe, because that little person soon will grow up and leave your side.

Remember, to give a warm hug to the one next to you, because that is the only treasure you can give with your heart and it doesn't cost a cent.

Remember, to say, 'I love you' to your partner and your loved ones, but most of all mean it. An embrace will mend hurt when it comes from deep inside of you.

Remember to hold hands and cherish the moment for someday that person will not be there again.

Give time to love, give time to speak! And give time to share the precious thoughts in your mind.

AND ALWAYS REMEMBER:

Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take, but by the moments that take our breath away.


-George Carlin-


*This message is very meaningful. Spend more time with your love one~

Wednesday, September 9, 2009

我老了

随着岁月的流失,
跟着时间的脚步,
抹不去的回忆,
渐渐在脑海中浮现着~

曾经度日如年的我也渐渐的长大了。第一天上中学的情景,就好像是昨日的事。我认识不少朋友,无论在何处都有一个人陪伴着,知心朋友又有多少位?朋友就像一列火车中途有人下车,也会有人上车,但能真真了解司机的理想的乘客有几个?

曾经陪我一起渡过生命中的喜怒哀乐的朋友也开始成为路人。我试着珍惜他们,然而他们的出现偶尔会让我措手不及,但我也尽力的让自己不会留下遗憾。

我触动这一切,只因生命不能重来。感谢岁月赐予我的故事,包括那些爱与伤害。我老了,这不该是件难过的事。尽管这是一种结束或另一个旅程的开始....

Monday, August 31, 2009

~Merdeka~


Time flies.....

I remember when i was kid, my dad used to take me to an open-air stadium for count down. I was very short. My dad carried me on his shoulder so that i can have a nice view of what was happening. Mom kept on screaming and yelling to my dad and warned him not to carry me too high. When the fireworks blasted in the sky and everyone was shouting like a maniac, I followed what they did. Memories are so beautiful......

Now I'm 16. I had a good life, a bunch of lunatic friends, a few enemies and a good career. What I'm hoping is everyone will stay happy and healthy forever...

The world keep spinning
Sunrise and sunset
People are born every second
People die every second
No matter whoever you are, you can't stop those things from happening...

Life's a journey without end. Appreciate every passer-by and beautiful moments. These are things that make your life beautiful and different from others. Face all problems with bravery. Never try to end up your life as a lot of people is fighting to live. This is really a wonderful world. If I'm going away one day, i will never regret as i have seen many things and experienced them.....

Appreciate life! Make this world a wonderful place for everyone!!

Sunday, August 2, 2009

Sorry everyone

Sorry everyone. I have to remove my chatbox due to some idiotic brainless people who shit in my cbox. Maybe i will not recreate a new cbox anymore~

Saturday, July 11, 2009

Golden Frontier Composing Competition @ 2009

Yeah..Im in the final!! Thanks god...Here are some photos taken during the competition (before and after)


Do Re Mi Fa..Who is the guy in white??



Registrations in progress



I wonder what the heck is he doing?!



My band..Im on stage when they took this pic..




SS-ing with Liqoon..

And finally...



My poster(taken in year 2007)



My poster again (taken in 2009)
Any differences?? Bingo! I got darker due to the thinning of the ozone layer. Keep going for swimming nowadays..

GO GREEN EVERYONE! SAFE OUR MOTHER NATURE!!!

Thursday, June 25, 2009

It's near~

What next?? Northern Group of Composing..Im coming and gonna win this competition! Ain't gonna disappoint those who support me. MUAHAHAHAHHAHAHA

Saturday, June 20, 2009

Im scared of the school's disciplinary teacher!!

I got a freaking haircut from the school yesterday. Well, it looks totally awful!! At first, i thought the disciplinary teacher would just fine us. But who knew, he picked up the phone and called a barber. While we were having our haircut in the hot and stuffy school hall, our school's principal began to take out his camera and had a few shot. Luckily i managed to hide from his camera. Here is my new hair style...I hate it much!!





I kept my hair for 4 months and now..it's GONE!! GONE!! *sob*...Anyone know what kind of pills that i can take to let my hair grow faster??Im not going on stage for the "Whole Malaysia Composing Competition" with this kind of hairstyle..

Thursday, June 11, 2009

Mistake

TO EVERYONE I KNOW:

*Wisdom isn't about not making mistakes but about learning to escape afterwards with our dignity sanity intact*

As long as we look back and see where we went wrong and resolve not to repeat such mistakes, there is little else we need to do. Remember that any RULES that apply to yourself is also apply to everyone else around us. They are getting older and older too. And not any wiser particularly. Once you accept this, you will be more forgiving and kinder towards yourself or others.

Finally, time does heal and things do get better as we got older. After all, the most mistakes we made, the less likely that we will come up with new ones. The best thing is that if we get a lot of mistakes over and over again and done with early on in life, there will be less to learn the hard way later on. And that's why youth is all about, a chance to make all the mistakes you can and get them out of the way.

It's kinda ridiculous if someone say that they didn't make any mistakes in life. Perhaps they have done too many mistakes and they didn't even realize it....

Saturday, June 6, 2009

The Greatest Truth Ever...

Life is difficult.

This is a great truth, one of the greatest truth. It is a great truth because once we truly see the truth, we transcend it. Once we truly know that life is difficult - once we truly understand and accept it - then the life is no longer difficult. Because once it's accepted, the fact that life is difficult no longer matters...

Most do not fully see the truth that life is difficult. Instead they moan more or less incessantly, noisily or subtly, about the enormity of their problems, their burdens, and their difficulties as if life is generally easy, as if life should be easy. They voice their belief, noisily or subtly, that their difficulties represent a unique kind of affliction that should not be and that has somehow been especially visited upon them and upon others. I know about this moaning because i have done my share.

Life is a series of problems. We can't just moan about them..Try to figure the way to solve it and i believe you will be a better person at the end of the day........

Saturday, May 30, 2009

D-Music

I went for the weekly band practice yesterday. The practice is suppose to be at 8pm. I reach there around 7.57pm(im sure coz i check my watch and adjust my cars clock) and i waited there. I waited for almost half an hour and no one showed up. I was damn angry. And every one showed up at 9.00pm

To all the d-music members: YOU GUYS MUCH CHANGE YOUR ATTITUDE!!!

What the fuck you guys are thinking? Think im too free and got nothing to do? I tried my best to attend the meeting and practice. I even rejected my best friends birthday invitation just because of this meeting. You guys will have no way further in life if you keep this attitude. Everyone giving me stupid excuse and say that you guys are busy. Im way more busy than you all are. Why i manage to attend but you all cant?? I wasted my one hour sitting in the car and waited for you all. When a member came, she saw me and winked at me. I asked her for her reason why was she being late. She smiled and say she got here at 8.10pm and saw my car. She asked her parents to drove off because nobody else was there. This really got in my nerves! I hate this kind of fucking attitude. One of the member who reached at 8.30pm told me that he was late because he sat at home and have a nice drink and enjoyed his favorite TV show. I gave him a piece of my mind and he said that there was no point coming early coz everyone is going to be late. What the hell is this statement? Meeting is scheduled at 8.00pm and and you guys reached at 9.00pm??What the god damn thing is this??

Make sure all of you wont be late for the next meeting or else im not going to attend anymore in the future!!!Don't regret!

Tuesday, May 26, 2009

Fortune telling

Chatted with my sis just now. I cant believe that she knows about fortune-telling...This is what she told me...


You are 16 years and 23 days old
You were born on Monday
On a lovely spring day
You were born: 5867 days ago
You were born: 192 months ago
You were born: 838 weeks ago
Your next birthday is in: 342 days
Your Chinese zodiac sign: Rooster
Your zodiac sign : Taurus
Your element : Earth
Your planet: Venus
Your colour: Green
Your stone: Emerald
Your birth number 3
--You are incorrigible optimists and try to transmit your crucial point of view to others also. The trust and good nature you inspire in others lends you well to central roles. You certainly won’t have to go any further out of your way to gain friends, and even followers..

TAURUS: Avoid being overcome by boredom and devote yourself to your duties. At work, a close friend will help you to improve your situation. In Love, you could make a dream of yours come true.

Your profession was dancer, singer, actor.

Your brief psychological profile in that past life:

You had mind of a scientist, always seeking new explanations. Environment often misunderstood him, but respected his knowledge.


*Lesson, that your last past life brought to present:

Your lesson -- to study, to practice and to use wisdom, enclosed in psychological sciences, and in ancient manuscripts. With strong faith and hard work you will reach your real destiny in present life.



To those who knows me :This is accurate right??

Friday, May 22, 2009

The only thing i wanna say

The only thing i wanna say is....I HATE EXAM!!!It's just wasting time and natural resources. People cut down millions of trees just because of our exam..Stupid exam!

Well..exam is dead boring. I managed to finish every paper before the time limit. As i was too boring, i began to disturb my friend. I threw small pieces of eraser towards them and they started to scream and laugh. One of my friend even threw small pieces of paper to our invigilator. When the papers got stuck on the stupid invigilators head, we started to laugh and laugh non-stop. It's kind of fun to do that..XD(dun call us JERK)

That's all for today. Have to study for the next paper. History..hate that idiotic subject!!!

Tuesday, May 19, 2009

Stupid mid-term exam

Having the stupid mid-term exam tomorrow. Wish me luck everyone~

Sunday, May 17, 2009

Touching

Went on youtube recently and found this video. This kind of things actually happened in real life. Talented singers nowadays cant get their own stage..haiz




*Take a look everyone*

Saturday, May 9, 2009

What the hell is going on with my life??!

When i was on my way to studio yesterday, Rynn gave me a call and he said that he had completed his masterpiece. I was shocked. It's impossible for him to complete a song in the matter of hours *admire him so much*. Hours later, i got a call from my company and they say that something is going wrong with the copyright and i maybe will get sue because of that. Feel like banging my head on the damn wall.

And once again, my biology teacher lost my experiment's report. I need to rewrite it during this weekend. How the hell am i going to spend 10 minutes on my messy writing table to rewrite the report and i don't have a single minute to waste when i have a new project going on?! I even cant spend hours sleeping on my comfortable bed at night.Perhaps i will go and give a piece of my mind to the MANIAC on monday.

There is a competition going on this saturday and i haven't finish the damn melody yet. I cant even withdraw from this competition as i promised my principle to go for it. I would like to pay more attention on music but exam is just around the corner. I cant get anymore B's this time...all A's..

*Pissed of to bed. Have only 3 hours to sleep and i spend 5 minutes on this post. Stupid me! I should use the time to get some rest or else i will look old very very soon....*

Sunday, April 5, 2009

The Unborn



Went to the cinema with a group of girls yesterday for a movie "The Unborn". The Unborn is a supernatural thriller that draws upon the legend of a dybbuk, a malevolent spirit that refuses to leave the human world and inhabits the body of a person. Protagonist Casey Beldon (she is pretty) is plagued by merciless dreams, visions of strange looking dogs, and an evil child with bright blue eyes. The movie starts with Casey jogging, when suddenly, there is a blue glove on the trail. She picks it up and turns around to see a boy, with a blue glove missing from his left hand. After Casey blinks, the boy turns into a dog with a mask on. The dog walks into the forest, with Casey aftering it. Casey finds the mask on the ground, with the string buried in the dirt. She digs it up, and finds a glass jar with an unborn baby inside it. Suddenly, the unborn baby opens its eyes. The next scene cuts to Casey baby-sitting Matty, her neighbor's son. He is upstairs, supposedly taking a nap. Casey is downstairs talking on the phone to her best friend Romey (Casey call her sexy bitch). Suddenly, there is a voice that says "Jumby wants to be born now," on the baby monitor used for Matty's baby sister. After yelling, "Matty, are you awake?" Casey goes upstairs to check on them. Matty was standing over the baby's crib, holding a mirror to the baby's face. After being hit with the mirror, Casey's eyes begin to change color and she learns she had a twin brother who died in the womb. Casey begins to suspect that the spirit haunting her is the soul of her dead twin, being possessed by a dybbuk, wanting to be born so it can transfer to the world of the living.

This movie suppose to be a horror movie but we were laughing and laughing and laughing throughout the whole movie. As we were so irritating, people behind us began to ask us to keep quite. We ignored them and keep on our laughter. We even scream loudly without any reason and burst into laughter. Eventually, some of them sitting behind us began to throw popcorn at us. Some of them thought we were some kind of maniac which just came out from the "Hospital Bahagia".

It was really a great day although we dismissed early. I do hope that i can spend every weekends with these girls............

Monday, March 30, 2009

It's all about procrastination

Procrastination eventually damaged my entire life. Read an article about how to cure procrastination recently. The author says that there is 2 ways to cure it. First of all, we have to prepare a to-do list. List out everything we need to do in a day and follow it tightly. After getting the meaning of this sentence, i said to myself, "am i going to follow what this maniac says?" The answer is no. The author also says that we should give ourselves rewards. This is totally ridiculous to me because i give myself rewards almost every second in my entire life. As a conclusion, i would never cure this fatal disease that will ruin my entire life.

To all the readers,
Did anyone of you actually cured this horrible disease? If yes, please teach me...Off to bed~Nitez...^_^

Tuesday, March 24, 2009

Sick

Have been absent form school for 2 days. Feeling damn awful. Hope to get well by tomorrow. Pray for me lol.

Tuesday, March 10, 2009

Failed~~

At last.....I failed my Bahasa Cina.Not funny right??Here is some questions that i get it wrong:

1.) 有风方起浪,无风吹喇叭
2.) 天苍苍野茫茫, 风吹草地牛吃羊
3.) 谁知盘中餐, 谁人不吃饭
4.) 蜀中无大将, 吴国有大将
5.) 将相本无种, 何来两利种

Seriously, i didn't even know what those sentences mean. And i really don't have any ideas to continue those sentences.As a result, i simply write by following the rhythm. I really wanted to screw my dad for sending me to a freaking chinese school. Hope that i can score in other subjects tomorrow..peace off~~

Monday, March 9, 2009

Exam

Having my monthly examination tomorrow. Seriously, Im not prepared yet. I think im going to die in a very natural dead by tomorrow~. Wish me luck guys.

Saturday, February 28, 2009

What A Wonderful World

Went for my weekly charity work today. Believe it or not? I can remember all of those orphan's name(Proud of myself). We did what we usually do in the orphanage. I gave them motivation. I really cant believe that i talked to them like a grandmother. My friend and i asked about their dreams and ambitions. Most of them wanted to become doctors and policemen. When i asked a kid name Joshua about his ambition, surprisingly, he answered me 'Scientist!' proudly(he is just 8 years old!!). He can name all the planets correctly. It's unbelievable right? He promised me that he will become a scientist in 20 years time. Im really proud of him. Joshua is just like my son. A very smart child but lazy. I promised to get him a new watch and a video game if he do well in his examinations.

Like Louis Armstrong said 'Everyone is equal in this world. Let's make this planet a wonderful place which is full of love and happiness.'


What A Wonderful World Lyrics and Melody by Louis Armstrong

I see trees are green
Red roses too
I see them bloom
For me and you
When i think to myself
What a wonderful world...

I see skies are blue
And clouds are white
The bright blessed day
The dark scares the night
When i think to myself
What a wonderful world

The colors of the rainbow
So pretty in the sky
And also on the faces
Of people going by
I see friends shaking hands
Saying how do you do
They really say
I love you...

I heard babies cry
I watch them grow
They learn much more
That I'll never know
When i think to myself
What a wonderful world~~

Wednesday, February 25, 2009

I Am Who I Am....

Maybe it's time for me to be back myself. No more faking and acting. I should be proud of myself!!! The new Stanley is born in this moment~~Thanks for all the supports...

Monday, February 23, 2009

A New Start??Perhaps~

Shut down my blog in wretch because blog hijackers is damn active there. Since i create a new blog, i think i should also turn my life over. Lately, my life is full of sorrow, anger and it's miserable. Maybe it's because of feng shui(crapping). Anyway, i really hope that i can turn over a new leaf.

Life seems meaningless nowadays.Here is my life's equation

*Life=Music+Study*
*Life=Restless*

No matter how you turn this equation, it will be still the same. Since I turn single, life's more meaningless. Sometimes im really sick of my life, sick of some of my friends, teachers and my family. They just don't understand what the hell do i want.(maybe it sounds harsh).

Recently, i found something meaningful!!It's doing charity work. Through that, i can spend some of my restless lifetime on the unfortunate. Maybe it's a brilliant idea.

Meanwhile, I have no problem in my add maths, chemistry or biology but Mandarin.(pls dun laugh). This language is sickening. It makes me headache. Maybe my parents made a huge mistake for sending me to a chinese school.

Monthly test is just around the corner. I can imagine what grade I can get for my mandarin. Anyway, i will try my best to brush up my mandarin. Since this world is full of challenges, we should have an eager mind to learn each of everything.

I would not write anymore songs as i don't have time for it. Maybe i will quit my job or change my contract. Who knows about future?

That's all for today. Going to bed now although it's a bit early. "Early bed early rise, makes me healthy and wise." << Have to keep this proverb in my mind...lolz